How stupid of me!

A moment that I will never forget happened on the day before I went back to KL after taking 1 week break to celebarate my son's 2nd birthday. As usual every morning I will send my wife to work before proceeding to send my son to the nursery school. My son was standing on front passenger seat and my wife at the back seat. My wife got down from the car and shut the door. Moment after that, my son suddenly cried loudly. I was puzzled, he doesn't normally cry after sending his mom to work although sometimes he did cry. I persuaded him briefly and continue driving. He cried loudly and mentioned 'daddy..daddy..bong..bong'. His tears flowed out profusely. I stop the car by the roadside and persuaded him and cracked a few jokes. He stop crying for a while and then again he continue crying. Again he mentioned 'daddy..daddy..bong..bong'. I was puzzled but continue on driving (what he actually meant was 'daddy open the door and release my fingers). Only when he starts looking on his hand many times and cry loudly that I realized that his fingers was stuck in the car door. I immediately stop the car, jumped out and released his fingers. He stop crying and told me 'daddy put cream', I immediately applied the commercial cream and massaged his fingers softly. Luck his fingers was not wounded. I hugged and calmed him down. A few minutes after that he smiled to me and then he hit the car door (my wife and I usually did that eq when he falls down we will hit on the floor and say bad floor..bad floor). While hugging him, my tears flowed, how stupid of me for not understanding his language. I drove for about 10 minutes and I can't imagine the pain he was bearing. After making sure his fingers was ok, I sent him to the nursery school. He was quite reluctant and keep on hugging me. I persuaded him, and he let go although still crying. On the way back home I screamed out loudly in the car, I was angry and hate myself very much. My tears flowed...I know things are bound to happen, but I just want to make sure that I can provide all the security for my son. That afternoon after picking my wife from work, we decided to pick him up early (normally we pick him up around 4.30pm). When we arrived at the nursery he just got up from his sleep, my wife rushed to take and hug him. After a while he was back to his normal self..playful. I feel so relieved knowing that his is ok. I promised to myself to be more alert and to understand his language better. Had my wife was the one in the car she would understand his language. I can't understand him much because I'm away most of the time pursuing my dream that I feel would improve our living..I can't stop halfway (although sometimes I do think of quitting my study) and what I can do is to complete my study the soonest and spend plenty of times with my son and wife..

Reunion Ex-DPIM UiTM Sabah

I act as a mediator for Hazmi and Noorsidek (first generation DPIM Sabah). They are planning to organize a reunion for all ex-DPIM Sabah sometimes November 2009. To all, please submitt to me your information as below for database purpose, and e-mail to uitm5147@yahoo.com

Full name:
DPIM name:
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Please spread this message to all ex-DPIM Sabah. Your cooperation is highly appreciated. We are serious and REALLY REALLY need your help.

Moments of awakening

We eat, we work, we sleep and many more routines in a day for most people. For a corporate or businesspeople meaning meeting with more clients or prospects, for government servants are about giving services to the public, to parents it’s about raising a family and for children is about fulfilling their parents’ wishes or planning their own future. We heard a saying; work for living or living for work. Sometimes without realizing we over indulge in one or more things until we forget about what we need, what our spouse want, what our children is thinking, what our mother feels, what our siblings are talking and the things or moments that we are missing or losing. Many people have their moments of awakening after seeing or experiencing something for example near death experience makes them more grateful to life etc. However, I beg to differ. We could actually have our moments of awakening every now and then, for example if we think we are deviated from our mission or target we should remind ourselves to stop. No doubt it’s not easy. That’s why it is important to hold on to something and the closest is religion or at least good family values. Psychologists across the board agree good family values should be instilled in children starting from the age of 2-5 years old therefore it’s important to parents no matter how busy they are to spend good quality times with their family and nurture their children with love. These seemingly regular day to day moments could in turn be a powerful trigger in moments of awakening in somebody when needed.

A race to find new planet

We don’t know how long earth will last but we do know all resources are diminishing by days; the trees, the water and the ozone layer are fast depleting while human populations are fast increasing. Human race is in rush to find another planet to substitute earth. Reports say scientist has found more than 300 planets outside our solar system but most of it inhabitable (hot gasses or no land surface). Recently a group of astronomers confirmed they had found a planet outside the solar system that with rock surfaces. The new planet is similar to earth but closer to the sun and the temperature is more than 1000 degree celcius. As compare to Mars that circle the solar orbit in 88 days, the new planet circle the sun 20 hours per day at a speed of 446, 000 miles per hour! Astronomer named it Corot-7b. The finding is very significant and scientist has no doubt that there could be planets out there that are habitable by human race..

Corot-7b planet. Copied from timesonline.co.uk

If you are alone & bored...

Sometimes if we are alone and bored we can be unpredictably crazy. It happens to me many times. Yesterday I was so mad because my carefully planned experiments was ruined because of a silly mistake. Since it was raya, I was the only one in the lab so I can't talk about it to anybody. To release my tension, I went for a jog, took my own photos and make a fool of my self...



Warming up konon..the auto shutter is just about 30 sec. so you can imagine how fast I ran to do the lakonan..

Ya...don't laugh, semangat jogging saja tinggi, but I ran pusing-pusing the round about only....lol

Again berlakon, penat lari body posture also look tired..good actor lah

Ok that's it folks, I'm just trying to amuse myself rather than be sad and do nothing, that will make us even crapier..

Hari Raya Sudah Tiba

I would like to take this opportunity to wish everbody 'Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri'. Enjoy this great moment with your loved ones and please be safe during journeys.

I want to stop dreaming..

This photo was taken in 1994. I was too skiny and I don't even dare to dream of having that body again..sigh